Exams is coming. I am feeling troubled again. I really need a holiday badly to renew, refresh and rearrange my thoughts. There is too many things going on and the pressure is piling on me. I really need a breather. I want to go somewhere alone without my family and friends as I really need sometime alone. I really need the space to rearrange myself mentally and physically. This kind of feeling has increased its 'appearance' within me. I think I am hitting the limit of what I can take. Now, I envy people who are able to go overseas for holiday. I think I have been supressing my feeling too much, and bottle many things in me. I'm feeling very tired now, and really need a rest. Life is very tired for me currently. I want to go on holiday alone. I really need one.