Time flies really fast. Today is already 8th January 2008. This week is my last week of school holiday, and school is starting on Monday. These five weeks of holidays I have been going out with my friends and rotting at home. I wanted to go overseas, but unable to go because my parents won't allow me to go travelling alone. I still need a break overseas because there are still things that I have yet to sort out. I really need much alone time to think through certain things, and where I want to go or do next. But I have not done so; moreover, I have brought problems from 2007 to 2008. I don't know when I am going to think it through and sort the things out. Hopefully soon.......
In life, I feel that I have to put up with different faces when I am with different group of people. Sometimes I am been confused by which is the real me. Even with people that I am closest to I need to put up a face because I do not want them to be worry about me. I really do need a break from this familiar place and the people I know. I need to go to a place which is quiet and re-compose myself. Someone who is so kind please fulfill this need of mine.......