I really need a holiday badly and need to get out Singapore. I need to be away from here, and away from people I know. I need some cooling down and bring myself out of the picture to look at things from another perspective or angle. These past few years many hard work is put into many aspects of life. I am feeling tired day by day. I really really need a holiday badly to revitalize my soul. I am so tempted to disappear to somewhere where no one knows me or be able to contact me.
LIFE HAS SO MANY UPS AND DOWNS, A REST IS NEEDED TO TRAVEL A LONGER JOURNEY! I WANT TO GO OVERSEAS......

It has been a long long long time since I have written something inside here. I have been busy with school work and others. Many things have happen in this past months. Stress is sinking because of the deadlines. Emotion is also building up because the past days something has happened.
I don't really show my emotions to my friends especially anger. To my family, I will keep my emotions to the minimal especially when I'm troubled about somethings. Working for a year plus did taught me many things especially about human relationship. My supervisor once told me "a person with high EQ is better than a person with high IQ but low EQ." I wonder his reason for saying this in the first place, but I finally understand his reason for saying this. A high EQ person is able to hide the emotions very well even when one is very angry. The ability to tolerate is high. I have been practicing to control my emotions and increase my tolerance level. However, I have not master it as I still show my emotions on my face. It has also taught me that one needs to communicate flexibly when meeting up with different people. There is a chinese proverbs that goes like this "when you see a ghost, speak ghost language and when you see a human, speak human language." This means that the tactics of communication differ with people one comes in contact to.