I feel that I am going to hyperventilating because of the assignments, and they are really getting on my nerves. I have not been sleeping well the past few nights and was dreaming a lot on school stuff. But I could not remember what I had dreamt once I woke up. Feeling very sleepy right this moment because I have been sleeping late recently. This feeling is really bad and is driving me kind of crazy as my bad temper will surfaced easily when provoked. I hope I will not explode like a volcano that has been extinct for a long time because I think that would be terrible and many people would be "burned." I think I need a way to bring that bad energy out of me through good way. AHHHHHH!!!!!! I WANT ALL THIS ASSIGNMENTS TO END NOW! All these assignments made me have no life and have no time to study! END THE SEMESTER NOW!!!!!!! IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!

the calmness before the storm
the peacefulness before the chaos
the rest before the battle starts

Can't imagine how will I live through next week?
Endless work coming up.....

Today, I went to my cousin's house to 'borrow' his daughter to be my model. Luckily, I asked my uncle, who is a freelance photographer, to help to take the pictures because children at age 2 have short attention span and does not have that much of a patience. The photo shoot takes only 10-15 minutes, and its done. I was kind of shock because that is really fast! If not for my uncle, I don't think it will end that fast plus the coaxing from my cousin-in-law has helped a lot. My niece has corporates well during the photo shoot, but needed some coaxing at times. This photo shoot is an experience for me, and it is not easy to take photos of kids that young of age. But she is so adorable......

Here are two beautiful pics of her:

I know that I should be studying for my COM441 mid-term but I feel that I have to get things off my chest. My COM 443 results are not up to my expectations. I do not mean my project group work, but my personal work which is the test and my reflection papers results to this date. My test result has not turned out well because it is my fault for studying it at the last minute. I know I shouldn't have study at the last minute and should have better plan my time. I got back my second reflection paper today. Both the first and second reflection papers had not turned out well. I had followed Bob's guidelines, but it seems like both reflection papers had not met his expectations. I don't know what really went wrong, but my guessing is either I had misinterpret his questions or my writings are bad. I have yet investigate, but will do it after my COM 441 mid-term. I have input my thoughts, but were the thoughts not provoking enough to show that I am reflecting. I wonder what he really wants. This is really frustrating for me because here I am trying to do my very best for the assignments that he gives, and there he is unsatisfied with my works. Haiz....I can't afford to get any Bs for this semesters; furthermore, I'm only doing 2 modules so I should do even better. I need to get As for these 2 modules in order to pull up my GPA. I want to achieve an honor degree, at least a 3rd degree honor because now my current GPA is nowhere near there. My aim is a 2nd honor degree so I must strive even harder to get it. I must work 4-5 times as hard to reach my goal.

Wei Si, you can achieve it! Don't give up! You can achieve As for these two modules so don't worry. Just work even harder and you will get it. A is within your reach for these two modules. Revise your plans and improve yourself so that you can get better grades. You will achieve the results you want and get a second degree honor by the time you graduate. YOU CAN DO IT! BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND KEEP IMPROVING & IMPROVISING!

Wondering why I am still up so late even though I'm sick? Haiz....no choice because there is COM443 project meeting online at 1230am later. Hopefully we would end fast with all of us having consenses to things. I want to recover soon too, but the cough won't burge which is frustrating. I have finish my cough mixture already so hopefully by tomorrow I will get better. Worst part now is the effect of the medicine has started to kick in, and it is making me drowsy. Hope that I will be alert, and know what is going on.

Here are photos during the search for Lego, but this is in PS Mac:



Project discussion going on


Still dicussing


Having some fun with the camera, but Priscilla seems tired


Priscilla starts her drawing......

A day after the public holiday........
I am still sick, and did not sleep well last night because the itchiness at the throat kept me awake. This is kind of bad as I did not get my well-deserved rest. When I was in my COM441 class this morning, I thought that I will faint while typing the notes that Bob gave. I told myself that I cannot fall so somehow my will-power kept me going on. Bob went through the slides like a bullet train which made many of us unable to the entire slides. This is kind of frustrating for me because I am a slow typer. I was suppose to go home early to rest so that I can recover faster, but I end up going to the hair salon to get my hair cut. Now, I had just finished my bath after the hair cut, and wondering I should get a nap as I am still tired. I also feel drained because my body need to work twice as hard now to fight of the 'foreigners' in my body. I hope that it recovers quick enough so that I won't need to suffer longer in this state. I promise once I recover, I will exercise regularly to keep it healthy.Please recover soon........

Before haircut

After haircut