Argh......this idiot laptop seems to been giving me some problems. When I'm on the net, and all of a sudden the laptop got me kick out of the wireless plus when I want to re-enter into the wireless again I can't. I had to restart the laptop again to get into the wireless. I think my laptop is going a bit "kuku." I guess I better ask Dell to bring this laptop back to check as it is still under warranty. Argh.......IDIOT LAPTOP..........or maybe I should sayang it more :-/ Can't imagine a laptop will bully me : ...(

School have started. The lecturers for the 1st half of the semesters are very strict. They are very particular about timing. That would be terrible to many students who come late often. I didn't quite like the COM 202 lecturer because her eyes are so scary. She seems like she is going to eat a person especially when one looked at her eyes from the side view. She practically stares and goes up to the person when he/she is late. Scary right? COM 205 lecturer is strict, but he is more friendly unlike the COM 202 lecturer. I guess COM 205 would be more fun than COM 202. The worst part of both is that the project group memebers cannot be decided by us. Oh my God.......can't imagine who I will be group with. :-X

Another 3 days of rest and school is starting. 2 weeks go by so fast. Haiz....These 2 weeks nothing "big" happen in my life. Passes very ordinary and fast through the days. I guess the coming semester would be better and not that hectic. I have to do even better for the coming semester because my last semester grades not very good. 1B+, 2Bs, 1B-, 1C+......no 'A's, so sad. :-( Never mind I will buck up this coming semester. I can achieve better results because I believe I can. Yes!

Entering into my 2nd week of holidays..... During this week, nothing much happen. Me and my usual life. Nothing interesting to talk about. These few days have been sleeping late and waking up early, and spending time with my grandma. How I wish that I can go on a holiday, but haiz....have no money. If I can go on a holiday, I would go to Tibet. That is my dream place to go to. Many people around my age would want to go to a developed country. For me, I like to go places that aren't that develop because the scenery and culture there would not have western cultures mixed into it. The best way to Tibet is to do back packing. Through back packing, one can really see and experience the uniqueness of the country. The people, their lifes and the strong buddhist influence is something that we can't experience in the developed countries we are living now. Tibet would be a good place to relax and throw all worries to the back of our head; enjoying and experience the life of the people, and the culture by being part of it. I hope to go Tibet within these few years before development in the area starts. Maybe if one day I disappear from Singapore suddenly, you may find me walking on the streets of Tibet. Hahaha..... :-)

Have you ever feel troubled but do not know what thing is troubling you? This is how I feel now. I feel there is something that I need to do, and solve, but I can't put my finger on it. I don't know what is troubling me, and feel very disturbed by it. Something is pressing down against my heart, and can't figure out what it is. This kind of feeling is terrible as I'm not sure what it is that makes me so unhappy and trouble. It seems to me that there is many things in me that needs a path to get it out, but it is just stuck there. This could be that I have hide and surpress many things inside me that when the feeling comes, I couldn't figure out what is the thing that needs attention. I do need to look for a way to get all these things out of me so that I wouldn't feel that terrible.